
Saturday, July 19, 2008

- You freak, I hate YOU!

Something very bad happened last night.
I just can't seem to have a thought of peace.
Everything is in a mess in my mental world.
I FEEL SO USELESS!!!
Is it my fault? Did I not spend enough time
with you? Wasn't I good enough to fulfill my
duty as your sister? Why did you have to turn
your back on us and go that freaking asshole?!
I wanted to ask you all these question last night.
But you CLAIMED there was nothing much to talk
about. Nothing much to talk about, or you don't
dare to talk about it?!
Do you know how your mother feels? Do you know that?!
NO YOU DON'T! YOU DID THIS FOR YOUR OWN
GOOD! NOT FOR THE GOOD OF THE FAMILY!
You are so disappointing... I have no more words to
give to you. I just hope that your other half doesn't
do the same thing like you did. You JERK!
We cared and loved you so much, your mother gave
you everything you wanted. What else you want?
Even though our mother is not perfect or maybe not
as "normal" as other mothers. Can't you feel and see what
she did for you? You are old enough by now...
I wish you good luck with that ass. I just hope, that my
brother will still think of us as his family. I still feel you...
Now you are that missing part in my life... In our lives...
Thanks for nothing. I miss you.
||| *Do you feel?* |||
Dear&Dar
4:40 PM