Tuesday, March 31, 2009
- When the heartache comes...
Oh well, it just comes and it doesn't go for a long time... I think we need to heal a bit... Please don't change... Please... I would hate myself forever if this would happen, because it would be my fault that you have changed yourself.
I am sorry for all the stupid things I have ever said and done to you. I am sorry when I was stubborn and refused to listen. I am sorry when I argued with you and at times I was truly wrong...
But sorry's always come too late I realize... It's when it's all done and over and the damage has been incurred already. By either parties or both...
I have been so lethargic and spaced out lately... The internship is taking up my entire school holiday and school commences immediately after internship finishes. It is a draining thought really... I don't know what I was thinking at all. I am now paying it's toll for doing this, and it affects my loved one... Maybe I am just a terrible person in handling stress and emotions... Terrible...
* If I were to lose what is mine now, I would rather not live *
Dear&Dar
9:28 AM
Monday, March 30, 2009
- Happy Birthday!!!
Happy birthday to:
Yao Liang and Shi Rui Daddy!
Their birthdays just so happened to coincide with one another. So it was a kind of a double happiness for them on the 27th. Also for this day i have another ton of pictures, but havn't got the chance to upload any yet so far!!! Pai seh... My blog is like giving empty promises. LOL! And I hate giving empty promises! :(
Back to concentrating on my work... Hehe...
* I think I should be the one scared of losing you... *
Dear&Dar
9:16 AM
Friday, March 27, 2009
- Oh boy oh boy!
a few things happened to me the past few days! I have been on
MC for two days, because I became seriously sick on
Tuesday night. After the Singapore Business Awards I felt so damn pain and tired. The next morning woke up with headache, burning throat and a leaking nose. Haven't been this sick in ages already. So I guess it was about to be my time...
Wednesday blissfully snoozed the day away with Dear. He was sweet enough to pei me all the way from morning until night. I couldn't move, I couldn't do a single thing on Wednesday. Total immobilization. LOL.
Thursday, I felt just slightly better. At least headache was gone and I could move around a bit. Since I wasn't totally recovered, Dear and me took it easy on Thursday too. We went to scout for a place for Yao Liang's birthday! He found this real cute and interesting place called the
Mind Cafe, where we sat, had our lunch and played some dummy games! It was fun!
Also on Thursday evening I had a farewell party for our dance seniors! Our pioneer alumni batch of dancers! I had mixed feelings though...
Happy and
sad... Haha...
I have loads of pictures from all these above events, but currently I am stucked at work so unable to upload pictures from office. Once I get back home over the weekend I will have them uploaded!!!
* Can't wait to spend blissful nights with you *
Dear&Dar
1:25 PM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
- Really damn it...
I am so f***ing tired ans sleepy...
Nothing much to add from here la...
Going to Shangri-La hotel now for an event for SBA Awards.
Have to wear high heels and a evening gown! So pain!
I really hate it to be a girl sometimes... :(
Double that SAD face! But oh well, at I get to see some of the glamour.
^-^V
*See you later Dear!*
Dear&Dar
10:14 AM
Monday, March 23, 2009
- What's this?!?! A soar throat AGAIN?!?!?!!
After coming back from work last night, I started to realize the freaking soar throat has come back to pay me a visit once again. It was so itchy and dry last night, I couldn't get to sleep at all. Even though I was tired like nobody's business.
It made me twist and turn all over my single mattress bed. I think I stayed awake until about 04.30 AM or 05.00 AM. Woken up by my alarm early in the morning at 07.20 AM and it just seemed unreal, that the day was about to start. Soaring pain in my throat like flames and the office air-con is not making things less painful either.
So now the picture is me, in a very simplified version of course... And all those red symbolic lightning things, you may multiply it by 10. Thank you. As for the picture at the bottom... I am screaming for some throat pastilles to sooth my burning throat!
Something else... I'm real bothered with... Did I do that? You thought I didn't think of you? I am the last person in this entire world that wouldn't think of you like every second of the day... You are always on my mind, always, and I will never let go off that thought... Never...
*Cutting the edge, cutting the pain*
Dear&Dar
10:49 AM
Saturday, March 21, 2009
- Mr. NS-to-be's soon...
Not long ago, Zhen Hong and I were discussing how a regular would be like when going into NS. Some hilarious fantasies came out of this useless discussion... Though fruitful in imagination!!! See for yourself. :)
See that little bald head in the center??? Yeah, that was one of our funny ideas of having a hair trim at NS. Never mind us... We were being lame at that point of time... Because both of us were "loitering" around msn. Dear was busy with his game, so I didn't have a chance to talk to him...
From here I would like to announce the Mr. NS-to-be's soon:1)
Ho Zhen Hong a.k.a. Peanut head - Pre-University graduate, 14th April 2009 is his Doom's Day.
2)
Jason a.k.a. Horse - Pre-University graduate, honestly, sorry, I have no idea what your plans are!
3)
Oh Beng Hui a.k.a. Dear - Tertiary graduate, awaiting some results date for enlistment not certain yet.
4)
Kee Kai Yian a.k.a. Dog - Poly student. You arh, wait another year for your enlistment. Tsk tsk... Old liao la you!!! HAHA! ^-^V
And so from here I would like to close this stupid blog entry and have a good night rest, as it is already 04.11 am!!! O.o
||| *To Adeline: "All the best in what you may do!* |||
Dear&Dar
3:58 AM
Thursday, March 19, 2009
- Wind beneath my wings...
Here a part of the lyrics which is the piano music on my blog...
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
To never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, thats your way.
You always walked a step behind.
So I was the one with all the glory,
While you were the one with all the strain.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
And everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
For you are the wind beneath my wings.
It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
But Ive got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.
(chorus encore)
Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
So high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,Thank God for you,
the wind beneath my wings.
*To my Dear*
Dear&Dar
9:30 AM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
- Changing skin :)
Here are my pastels finally! Pastel colors rule my
world~! So niiiiiceeee... ^-^V Hehe... I am finally
very content with the outlook of my blog... I'm loving
it!
I miss you Dear!
Dear&Dar
2:59 PM
- Oh tian ah...
Seriously... That was even more crappy.
Referring to previous post... Damn the HTML codes for
playing pranks on me...
:(((
Dear&Dar
12:31 PM
- Shht...
Hehe... Hey you! Quiet... I am trying to say something. After
studying my posts I posted via the workplace computer. It
seems there are no such things as paragraphing, and it is weird
cos I DO DO paragraphing when I am typing the posts.
Blurqueen: I am bored can we go and eat now?
Sotong: No we can't. You stupid! It havn't 12.30pm yet!
Blurqueen: Who are you calling stupid? You blur sotong! I am the QUEEN ok? Dong bu dong? Stupid... *mumbles*
Wan Ru: Oh just shut up both of you. I am in serious pain can't you see that. So stop your bickering and let us go for lunch. 12.28pm le. HAHA!
*It is not happening :)*
Dear&Dar
12:21 PM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
- No more...
Please, this is stupid man... I seriously hate the computers
at work! They are so nonsense and useless la...
Ok brothers and sisters, Yao Liang birthday coming soon
and we are inpiration-less!!! Oh yes... Isn't that great?
Anyone that has useful suggestions please tag me on my
wonderful tagboard...
ZzZ...
Something else... So bother-some... Crazy... Worried-ness...
Can't rest... The thoughts just flow in and in and soon it is going
to overflow... And I am going totally out of my mind because
of this... So damn worried... **** I am worried...
*This isn't happening...
Dear&Dar
12:22 PM
Thursday, March 12, 2009
- Freaking tired, bored and lonely...
Noticed recently that I am actually so tired, bored and lonely at work...
Especially the past two weeks , which have been nothing
more than just plain data entry... One stack after another with ugly
handwriting and unreadable pieces of paper!
ARGH!!!
Anyway... Don't know what to say le...
BLAH!
||| *Groggy-ness* |||
Dear&Dar
3:49 PM
Sunday, March 8, 2009
- Sad until...
Ok. I have nothing to blog about anymore, because
currently I am seriously not in the mood to. I feel so
badly hurt... Until the extend that I even had a nightmare
last night... In which I woke up crying...
So, I found this in Tong Fen's blog and decided to go ahead and
blog with this... Read on chaps...
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success. How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
||| *Feeling under and down...* |||
Dear&Dar
9:26 PM
Friday, March 6, 2009
- A levels...
To my dearest JC friends! All the best for your results!
May the God of A level results be with you!
WOOTS!!!
Let's pray for them people... Especially for my buds Lim Fanghan and
Ho Zhen Hong! *pray prays*
Hey Zhen Hong! Remember your promised dinner to us! HAHA! May
you have 5 As or more!!!
*and off to busy myself with work again*
Dear&Dar
10:31 AM
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
- woooo...!!
Oh yay-ness!!! Bao Bao brought me to work this
morning for the first time! So sweet... =X
Even though it was a rather tough time getting him out of
the lazy hole... Which is actually his bed and dreamland.
A bit heartpain like that, that's why I rather you sleep!
Than bring me to work.. :)
Still sick like a little baby... Coughing roughly, throat is like
burning and it feels so coarse. At night can't sleep because of
some stupid mosquito that keeps biting and a leaking nose!
Looking forward for my off-day next week to have a good rest.
IF I get that off-day... Argh...
*Still sickeningly sick*
Dear&Dar
9:27 AM
Dear
December 2007
