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Friday, September 25, 2009
- Some reflections...

Everytime I just think... Things will change, just give it time... It will change... But everytime I just seem to be proven wrong when things happen again and again and again...

Whenever she has problems or whatever, I get it... And I listen, but she doesn't appreciate that. Does she listen when I have something? And even if she does listen, the farking conversation just turns back to her again. It's always about her and she doesn't even realize that. I just feel that she is one sad person who needs some VERY DEEP personal reflection.

"Come to think about it, I am just an illusion of myself, creating another illusion.
An illusion of self-confidence... I just need that someone to encourage me and tell me
that I CAN do well... But no one hears me."

On top of that, she keeps complaining I care more for my boyfriend than I do for her. I was so angry I almost answered her, Yes I do! How can she be so self-centered?! Always she complains I spend more time with him than I do with her. I see her EVERY night! I only see Dear less than 2 days a week! It's more like 24 hours ++ only!!! Is that too much??! She just remains the blind woman she has forever been... Open those blind eyes and you might just see the light... Because no one can help you, unless you want to help yourself...

||| *Waiting for you to return home and keep me from insanity.* |||

Dear&Dar 4:32 PM