
Tuesday, March 31, 2009

- When the heartache comes...
Oh well, it just comes and it doesn't go for a long time... I think we need to heal a bit... Please don't change... Please... I would hate myself forever if this would happen, because it would be my fault that you have changed yourself.
I am sorry for all the stupid things I have ever said and done to you. I am sorry when I was stubborn and refused to listen. I am sorry when I argued with you and at times I was truly wrong...
But sorry's always come too late I realize... It's when it's all done and over and the damage has been incurred already. By either parties or both...
I have been so lethargic and spaced out lately... The internship is taking up my entire school holiday and school commences immediately after internship finishes. It is a draining thought really... I don't know what I was thinking at all. I am now paying it's toll for doing this, and it affects my loved one... Maybe I am just a terrible person in handling stress and emotions... Terrible...
* If I were to lose what is mine now, I would rather not live *
Dear&Dar
9:28 AM