
Monday, February 2, 2009

- So useless...
I am really perplexed when I read something... I guess
I was just scaring myself or something. I am really scared right
now. Read about an article how my surgery was done, and I was
totally freaked. Meniscus tear, ACL tear, damaged ligaments and
I don't know what other things.
Now then I know that my knee is actually still in grave danger. So
I have to tell myself... "Wan Ru, no excessive jumping around, running
around, hopping like madgirl or any other types of exercise which
could further damage your knee.
Everytime I think back of the pain I used to go through, shiver run down
my body. Now I really REALLY have to concentrate on recovering
what is left of my knee, if not it is...
One big word... PHYSIOTHERAPY!!! This time I promise to work triple
hard to recover and I will not be lazy or just accepting a pain anyhow.
Hey, I have a long way to go ok! I want to graduate with two
functioning legs, build a career with two healthy legs and have my
own BIG HAPPY family with two strong legs!
Today was so boring, tomorrow also boring... Only Wednesday can
come out finally, and that is to go hospital. lol. That's it for now
people, enough for my rantings...
||| *It will get better!* ||||
Dear&Dar
11:11 PM