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Thursday, October 2, 2008
- Lost in words...

Hi out there! I am back again... From a long long time
ago... Apologies to my faithful readers... Which I know one of
them is darling Tong Fen!

A lot of things on my mind currently, and I wish I could make you
a prettier world and be like the girl above...


Currently I am feeling like the picture above... Cried myself
to sleep last night. And how many times do I have to
tell and explain to you, it is not you that makes me cry
everytime! I feel so frustrated when I make you feel
so bad, and I can't say a single good word to make you
feel better. So lost when this kind of things happen, just
like yesterday when I talked to you.

Really, the heartache is so unbearable... But you know what is
the worst thing of all? Is that I am hurting you with my short
comings. Always trying your best to understand me, even
though it is so hard.

What you told me yesterday over the phone... It touched me
real deep... And the thing which I clinged on to the most...
Was when you told me, that you will always be there for
me. Always, no matter what...

I just really hope I am as good to you, as you are to me.
So please do not say anymore, that you always seem to
make me so unhappy! It breaks me everytime you say
that...!!!

It is not you who makes me unhappy, I feel that I am
the one which always makes you so worried and
unhappy...

I don't know. I too have no words anymore... Even in
writing... Which is very unusual...

||| *P.S.: I love you always.* |||


Dear&Dar 10:32 AM