I know it has been a lot of lengthy walls of
text lately people, but I just can't help it...

Some unfortunate things happened to me today at
once. Saddening...

Firstly, I go clear my school email finally after 2 days
and I found out that my project [PP] had been rejected plus
my freely chosen module [FCM]. Now I have to rework
that damned thing and appeal for my FCM. It is like my
school performance is like crap! I am all to blame for it
of course... *sighs*

Secondly, I got into some displeasure with the one I love
most... I did something wrong! I know! Why am I
always so soft towards his sister? Maybe she is just that
sister I never had. But that is of course not a valid
excuse for what I did. Dear... I did not want to make you feel
like a stranger! I hate myself for doing that to you!

Thirdly, my mother wanted to type her resignation letter
and another attachment letter to it. She wanted to use
her laptop, but that stupid little brother of mine just had
no conscience to let her use her laptop. Instead of continuing
playing on her laptop until 1 am in the morning. Even though
our mother hinted him specifically she needed her laptop!
After that, I warned him 5 TIMES that mother needed
the laptop because it was getting awfully late already. Following
when he did not listen to my requests, I got fed up and told him
off that his mother is a human too and needed sleep. So let her
use the laptop DAMN IT!

He got angry when I finally raised my voice and called me a
bitch. He even violated my mother's laptop desktop
by putting on the desktop background in big letters:
"Michelle is a BITCH!!!"

Has he no shame at all? Was I that unreasonable...? Really,
am I that dumb? Or not good enough to have the authority
to tell him my concerns, instead of needing to make him
angry first so that he will listen? He in his own little world
of FREAKING computer games, he thinks he knows it all.

Well, let me tell you boy. It wasn't the games that raised and
took care of you all these years. It wasn't games either who paid
for all your expenses.... Ungrateful bastard...

I am sorry that I have to put all my grievances at once in this
entry. But I can't keep it cropped up, it would make me
crazy I think...

||| *For those who know* |||

You are a total jerk...

Dear&Dar 1:13 AM