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Friday, August 29, 2008
- Frustration from the quiet side...

As much as I wish I could talk... I don't know why I just
can't do it the normal way... Isn't it speaking is silver
silence is gold?

I want to explain so many things in a proper way, but will
my mind let me? I am trying so hard, even though it hurts
me... I feel so screwed up inside... Bottling things up
which sometimes are not meant to be kept by me alone...

How I wish I could be like you, knowing how to display my
train of thoughts to the world when it is necessary. I guess
I am just too lousy to do it the right way.

I don't say anything, you get frustrated and fed-up... I
tell you what is on my mind, but I can't find the right words,
you get more fed-up and angry... What am I to do?

I know that being with a person who is not able to express
herself in a clear way is real frustrating. I just hope you will
give me some time and a chance to prove myself to you...
That I can do it. I want to share everything with you.
Whatever I do, whatever I think, whatever I feel and
whatever what-not-ever...

The feeling is so sad... Not just my eyes cried, my heart cried
even harder... Endless tears over all these years, asking myself.
"Why can't I speak up?"

Even before I met you, I was like this already. In fact, I was far
worse than I am now. I like to write, it makes me feel
comfortable and somehow safe. I can type endlessly like this...

See this picture? The last one should be depicting me right?
*Sighs*

...I love you...

Never mind... Dear having exam in the morning at 10am.
JIA YOU! =X

||| *Speak no evil...* |||

Dear&Dar 2:07 AM