See this picture? The last one should be depicting me right?
*Sighs*

...I love you...

Never mind... Dear having exam in the morning at 10am.
JIA YOU! =X

Dear&Dar 2:07 AM

This is some kind of sleeping mask, found it by accident

somewhere on a blogshop. It is kind of cute, because it really

depicts the way which I am feeling now! Dead tired!

Currently it is 2.10am in the morning and I just finished

highlighting Tong Fen about her marketing assignment. (I can't

But that was definitely not the most tiring part, this was the cause

of the most tiring thing!

Yes it was this damned thing that caused it! Oh my goodness me.

Worked about 2 plus hours, to patch and refine this logo. It is

the name for my brother's robotics team. Cool eh? I left

it in the state it is now, because I am really too tired to continue.

Even though it still looks horrible, terrible and VEGETABLE.

Just now had some unfortunate things happen at home, but I

do not wish to further elaborate on this matter. However, had

to say something to get the weight of my chest. Reworking PP is

also in progress now. Hope for the best!

Oh yes! My GPA came out, and I held my heart when I went to

look for it. Ha-ha! It didn't turn out to be as bad as I thought it

would be. PFEW!

At the same time received the new timetable for semester 2

classes. Guess what... I have to actually change classes 3 times

out of 5 days a week?! I am so dead the first few weeks! Sure

walk into the wrong class, as blur as I am.

Getting hungry too now. Bad thing. Better get to bed now!

It is almost to 3am already... Gosh, I typed that long? I think

I have side-tracked in between... Oops... =S

Dear&Dar 1:21 AM

Yes dear readers... This word is FUNK! In very big and
colorful letters as you can see.

Yesterday, after a session from 11am to 2.30pm, I had
a session of Modern Dance with my own dance group.
Did all the usual sit-ups, push-ups, splits, stretches, pirouettes
and learned something new called the pique.

After that session, I went to rush off to causeway point to
meet my Dear. We took our lunch there, and from there
we slowly went to move on to Simei ITE. For another dance
session at his school!

There it was from 6pm to 8pm dance lessons. This was my
second session joining them for hip hop classes. It was so funny
and cool and exciting at the same time. I swear, their instructor
is like so full of energy and damn entertaining, even though she
is very very straight forward and strict.

We learned loads once again in this lesson. Moonwalk, float, running
man, Roger rabbit, Michael Jackson 3-way of pulling back, isolation,
Michael Jackson ripple and we had to learn to feel the funk!

Oh man! I hope I can tahan all the information fed to me!
I am like tortoise when it comes to picking up new things.
Some more also a bit worried about the entire choreography
Zaini is teaching us for Reflections, I hope I can pass for the
auditions. Jia you!

I have to leave the house soon already. Going to Grandmother's
place there. Meeting Dear for lunch again. =)

||| *Muscles aching, body breaking! Losing weight! YAY!* |||

Dear&Dar 10:20 AM

To: someone important...
From: me...

Love + Money = ???
Love = Money?
Money = Love?
Love > Money
Love < Money

Anonymous:
"True love is much more important than money will ever be. Love comes a very few times in ones life and if you are true to your love it will last a life time. Money can be earned anytime over and over, and it is out there everywhere for anyone to get their hands on. Money can make you happier sometimes but love can make you happy for a life time. Without love you would be a very sad person, and have no one to enjoy the money with."

Tong Fen:
"Money comes from within. Money comes from outside."


Joyce:
"When you are lost in love. Love can help you find your way."

Fanghan:
"Happiness that comes from love is different from the happiness that comes from money."


Kai Yian:
"A person can live without money, but not without love."

||| *Points stated clearly, get it in your head!* |||

Dear&Dar 11:04 AM

Dear&Dar 9:55 AM

I know it has been a lot of lengthy walls of
text lately people, but I just can't help it...

Some unfortunate things happened to me today at
once. Saddening...

Firstly, I go clear my school email finally after 2 days
and I found out that my project [PP] had been rejected plus
my freely chosen module [FCM]. Now I have to rework
that damned thing and appeal for my FCM. It is like my
school performance is like crap! I am all to blame for it
of course... *sighs*

Secondly, I got into some displeasure with the one I love
most... I did something wrong! I know! Why am I
always so soft towards his sister? Maybe she is just that
sister I never had. But that is of course not a valid
excuse for what I did. Dear... I did not want to make you feel
like a stranger! I hate myself for doing that to you!

Thirdly, my mother wanted to type her resignation letter
and another attachment letter to it. She wanted to use
her laptop, but that stupid little brother of mine just had
no conscience to let her use her laptop. Instead of continuing
playing on her laptop until 1 am in the morning. Even though
our mother hinted him specifically she needed her laptop!
After that, I warned him 5 TIMES that mother needed
the laptop because it was getting awfully late already. Following
when he did not listen to my requests, I got fed up and told him
off that his mother is a human too and needed sleep. So let her
use the laptop DAMN IT!

He got angry when I finally raised my voice and called me a
bitch. He even violated my mother's laptop desktop
by putting on the desktop background in big letters:
"Michelle is a BITCH!!!"

Has he no shame at all? Was I that unreasonable...? Really,
am I that dumb? Or not good enough to have the authority
to tell him my concerns, instead of needing to make him
angry first so that he will listen? He in his own little world
of FREAKING computer games, he thinks he knows it all.

Well, let me tell you boy. It wasn't the games that raised and
took care of you all these years. It wasn't games either who paid
for all your expenses.... Ungrateful bastard...

I am sorry that I have to put all my grievances at once in this
entry. But I can't keep it cropped up, it would make me
crazy I think...

||| *For those who know* |||

You are a total jerk...

Dear&Dar 1:13 AM

This is going to be a very long entry and kind of mushy too. I have to say sorry to those who do not fancy reading too much. However, I simply have to reply to my Dear… As he has been the sweetest and most caring…

Some say money is more important than love.

Others say love is more important than money.

For me, I am dead sure what is more important to me for the rest of my life.

When you look at me with those great cute eyes,

I feel like I am melting away…

When you smile upon me,

I feel that I am the luckiest girl in the world…

When you tell me you missed me,

I feel so wanted and I would miss you too…

When you hug me with all your warmth,

I feel my heart burning with happiness…

When you hold my hand,

I feel so safe…

When you care for me when I am unwell,

I feel that my heart has healed already…

When you dry my tears and comfort me,

I feel you make me patch myself up…

When you say: “I love you.”

I feel that nothing else in the world could make me more content…

When you reprimand me,

I feel that you only do that for my own good…

When you want to spend all that you have on me,

I feel honored and heartache at the same time…

When you spend a night with me,

I feel that I could lie like this forever…

When you imagine our big day,

I feel like smiling and so does my heart…

And there is so much more I would like to tell you! But I am afraid, one A4, two A4, three A4 or many more sheets of A4 wouldn’t be enough to express what I feel when I am with you, and when I am not. All I can add on for the last touch of this entry is that I couldn’t be happier than I am now.

Not satisfaction in pleasure…

But pleasure in satisfying…

||| *War Eye Knee!!!* |||

Dear&Dar 9:37 AM

Stupid people... Prepare all my notes already
for the meeting for that course, than they say postpone
until tomorrow sia! Aargh! Hmpf...

Never mind... Now at least get to spend more time with
my Dear! Yea! He will be home any moment now. =3

Can't wait to see you...

Tummy aching!!! ='(

||| *The beginning...* |||

Dear&Dar 11:48 AM

Sian la! Oh my goodness...
Read the comments I got from my facilitator...
and try to guess what grade for this...

The Comments:

Dear Michelle Thank you for enjoying my lessons. You are one of the obedient ones who will dutifully prepare answers for the FMT, worksheets and involve actively in team discussion for presentation. I hope you will continue to excel in the other modules next semester. See you around!

The grade? A FREAKING C!!! O_o

Sobs...

Never mind... last lesson for this module le... Forget it...
Just so unlucky, some more I was one of the people who
posed one of the best questions. I even thought of that
question solely, developed it too!

Going to sleep soon. Oh ya, can't wait until Thursday!
It will be our 1st year anniversary! WOOTS!!! =x
Too bad we can't celebrate it full out... Dear got last
minute change in schedule for dance. Aargh!!! X(

It is ok, sometimes there are just other things to attend
to that are important too. Loves Dear!

||| *Naughty naughty bluffery* |||

Dear&Dar 12:14 AM

*The brotherhood gang

*Kelvin and Yu Yang

After having the surprise, there was another cute surprise
they had for us. We went for ice-skating! The long
awaited activity that me and Joyce wanted to
perform... =)

Dear&Dar 5:03 PM

And so I thought, why not we start this entry with a streak
of flava-licious colors? This make-up kit was bought some
time ago by my Dear. Just nice before one of my performances.
He is just the best. =3 Ooh, you can actually see me in the
mirror.

Anyway, today as it was expected, it was just damned slack
in class. What you want? Last day of Sales Management
module already. On top of that, we already put the last
test behind us just one day ago. =D

So, slack becomes boredom, boredom becomes wacky,
wacky becomes craze, craze becomes weirding and
freaking out! LOL!

And this is what we did as a result...

*Najib-Nana, gives you a kiss! So luscious!
Oh yes! XD

*Our E65M boy, Tajuddin... With his new haircut.
And by the way, also the one who lost my bowtie!
HAHA! But it's okay! =3

*Just a random photo from one of our Modern Dance
trainings. -SPLIT!!!-

*People, if you screen your eyes, you may be able
to see the hair that is stuck in Colin's laptop screen.
LOLX! =D

*Si Hui posing as Minah!
See this artpiece!

*I want this water bottle! It is PURPLE!
WAHAHAHA!

*This is the last photo that was taken off my
lost bowtie. R.I.P.

T^T Sobs...

I FORGIVE YOU TAJ! ^-^

Actually I have some more to post, but currently too
tired after work to do anymore blogging.
Going to have a good rest now... =)

A night spend with Dear!!!

||| *I am so loving you!*|||

Dear&Dar 1:21 PM

Dear&Dar 10:32 AM

DAMN TIRED!!!

Ha-ha, but it is ok. =) This morning woke up
at 5.45 am to wake my Dear up. I really hope that
he will do his best for the next upcoming exams.

However, Dear you should know, whatever your
decision may be, I'll support you. Even though
you also know, I would prefer you to continue your
studies as well as possible. But nothing can be
forced right?

Yesterday, Dear's mother went for some minor operation
and we had to take care of the little ones. First we went out
to get some lunch while waiting for our YL and Gin.
Afterwards all 6 of us went to watch "Money No Enough II"
It was a touching show you could say.

Here some photo's to complete my story XD

Going to meet Dear now! He wants to shop for a new bed
at IKEA! Okay, really got to get going now. Ta-ta!

||| *YES! I WILL MARRY YOU!* |||

Dear&Dar 9:34 AM

Sunday went out with the brotherhood to places!
Snow City was included, actually Science Centre too
but there wasn't enough time.

But seriously, I have to say, it really doesn't matter
where I go with them... It is always FUNNY!

Here some of the photo's I took, there are some other
nicer one, but dun have 'em yet. So yes, another time.
This will have to do for now.

Oh ya, by the way, Welcome Back to Home Sweet Home
Tong Fen! ^-^

Dear&Dar 10:25 AM