
Thursday, July 3, 2008

- Haiz... Empty and full at the same time...
Why...? So what am I supposed
to do now? Just watch and wait and
be afraid of what is there or what is
not?
Why don't you arrive?!?!! Do you know
how worried, afraid, scared, petrified and
horrified I am?!?!?! I am feeling totally
miserable, and there is totally no one
which I can share this fear with. Except for
with my Dear... But what can he do? He can't
make it for me... No one can... It is something
that we have no control over.
Feeling so lost, this is not right... Just 3 to 4 days
passed I think... Soon it will turn into sleepless
nights if this goes on... Or worse...
No one is ready yet!!! Please... Forgive
me... I really can't... No matter how much...
IT CAN'T, IT JUST CAN'T!
Not yet, not yet, not yet, not yet, not yet, not yet,
not yet, not yet, not yet, not yet, not yet not yet...
NOT YET!!!
...
||| *Please don't let me wait anymore!* |||
Dear&Dar
9:05 AM