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Monday, July 21, 2008
- The dread of life...

3 days have passed... Not a word from him...
Just now my Dear went to find him at his school.
Not because none of us cared to look for him.
Unless my Mother wants to lose her job AGAIN!
Or I want my grades to slide downhill even further...

It is clouded in this family world of mine...
I used to know happiness like a whole family...
But every time when it seemed to be right.
Everything would be taken away in a snap, just like
that...

I hope you can be happy where ever you are.
I just hope you know how you have hurt us. Think
of it, and ask yourself... Is this for the family, or for
you? By leaving the family, isn't that enough to kill
your Mother already?

Yesterday at work, I thought of you all day. I couldn't
concentrate on any bloody thing. On the way home in the
bus, passed by Yishun nearby your school there. I just
kept imagining you stepping up that bus to go home. But
who am I kidding? There is no school on Sundays. I cried
softly, scared my Sis-in-law might hear my cries.

Just now that freaking ASSHOLE send me a message. He
has totally no right to tell me about other people's feelings.
He has no feelings! He lecture me? I don't think so you
freaking son of a good Mother! I regret she managed to
bear you to this world! FAMILY LEAVER! IRRESPONSIBLE
STEP FATHER! WHORE F****R! LIAR! BASTARD! IDIOT!

I see absolutely NOTHING in you!

Let me give myself the hope and the strength I need to keep
my Mother and other brother together. Let us be strong
in this continuous difficult times. Don't make us suffer anymore.
It has been more than enough...

I thank those who have been by my side, time after time...

Loves to Dear...

He who listened to my woes and dried my tears...
He who listened to my cursing and softened the words...
You were there when I needed you the most...
Now it is my turn to be there for others...

I love you~

||| *I HATE YOU! FAMILY DESTROYER!!!* |||

Dear&Dar 12:15 PM