
Friday, June 13, 2008

- Another 14 more hours...

... and it will be our 10th Monsary!
I am somehow looking forward to it... but...
Tell you why... Last night, after Dear brought
me home. I knew he was going to play
one round of DOTA before going to bed. I was
a bit worried, because I know these kind of games
can end pretty late. On top of that, the next day (which
is today) he has to wake up at 5am to go to school.
So, this morning I did not receive any message
from him and I feared he might have overslept again.
I called him many times to no avail, and at the end
tried to wake up his sister to get her to wake him up.
He messaged me after that, and the message only
contained a "yes yes :x" He was not even
regretting it. I believed in him that he would not sleep
so late and that he could wake up on time! He told
me he would do all that... I guess it was too much
to plead for. I told him this in my reply to his message.
Until now, he still hasn't replied me... He has left me
wondering whether he is angry, upset or just sad.
I know I can't change him or stop him from doing
what he has to do. I will not do that anyway, because
guys all have their own way I guess. I just hope that
one day he will see why I am always so worried and
that his rest is more important than his games!
Still no reply from him... I think I made him...
So sad...
It's my fault... What a lousy girlfriend he has...
...Forgive me...
- I will always love you Dear - - No matter what -
Dear&Dar
9:41 AM