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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
- Sad, sad, sad and sad... =(


Seriously, if you ask me... I
do not know what to do... I am so very
worried and sad...

I really really feel that my family is breaking
apart, and I totally have no clue what I
have to do. I can't educate my brothers
anymore, they are totally out of hand...

My mother is sick and tired of taking
care of them and I am always too busy
with my school business, work or personal
things...

Is it my fault? Am I the one in the wrong?
Where did it all start?

Feeling very stressed and vexed for weeks already.
Waiting for that thing to come also.
Haiz... ='(

The sensation of being troubled is really
wearing me out. Luckily I still have my Dear
to support one... Can't seem to sleep well
at night ya...

On top of that, monetary funds are so running
dry! Some more my work is NOT giving me any
work! That is the worst part... Now I am
just left with my tuition job only. I so need
an extra job right now!!!

More over, my school starting to get a lot more
stressed too. I have to submit my PP scope
within another few days and I have totally no
idea what I need to do! Dance Festival is
also around corner, and as a lousy dancer
I can't cope at all. Sighs...

Lessons are not getting easier too, and I
have no idea why sometimes I simply want
to slack. It is seriously not like me...
Thus, the worried feeling...

I hope you'll be there in these times Dear and
I hope my determination will not leave
me either...

Thank you...

-XxX-


Dear&Dar 11:21 AM