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Tuesday, January 29, 2008
~ Saddening... The void in life...


Last night couldn't sleep again...
Just keep staring into space.

O.O

Feel super tired, then yesterday still being
tortured by dance. Push up, crunches, twirls,
whirls, stretches and breaking...

After I finish dance Dear came to find me.
He straight after working with his Dad, come
to my school. He is so sweet. =)

However, I think I make him feel jealous or at least make him feel very restless about it. I don't want to hurt him anymore, I felt so sad. Really very sad... I totally forgot to tell him that every morning my friend and I walk to school together. He accidentally overheard me telling my Mum I walk to school with my friend. After that there was silence from my Dear... I really felt so bad last night. Went to his house to print out resume for my Mum. It was so quiet, not like us at all. I went to lie down next to him, he didn't react. Why am I so stupid?! Suddenly, he started to ask me whether he was overreacting about the situation. I couldn't answer. I was too sad already, tears flowed without stopping. I tried to cover my crying, but as usual he knew. I don't know why I get this feeling every time when I feel I wasn't a good enough girlfriend for him. Meaning, I do not have enough to offer him. He always gives me the best. Also Dear is the first guy I saw crying for me. Sad sia...
... Past is the past ...

Holidays are coming people! Time to work, work,
work and work! Time to save money for all
those important things you have to spend on!
LoL! XD


- Dear, my only one -

Dear&Dar 9:40 AM